Stargazing.

While stargazing

I noticed something 

Something that I knew deep within but never had the courage to face.

I realized that I was no better than Ted Mosby

No, not that I was thirty and still had not found love or had been rejected endless times.

I was no better than him because I had found peace in something I never thought I would.

I had found my calm in waiting.

Waiting for the person who was already there, but was to occupied to give time.

I, on the other hand, held no complaints

Because staying where I was, was much more serene than anything

Because, I did not know what future was holding for me. I did not know if she was there in that future with me.

But currently, she is all mine.

Currently I have her in my waiting.

I do not want to know the result it might be worse than what it is right now and so,

Here I am

Sitting alone on the roof,

Stargazing and Waiting, Once more because I believe with all my belief that she will return 

Because that's what love makes you believe.

It's beautiful here right now

The moment, the thought, the idea

The idea of loving her

The idea of being love with her.