Thousand Lies

I guess sometimes you win
And at times you have to lose
And this feels like something
I have to go through
I know it's making me weak
And in future, I can be proud
but right now please tell me
A quick fix to this pound


It's unbearable
how do you numb something so hard?


Once again I sit defeated
first was the fear
And now it's not having you here
My heart is beaten
I guess we didn't care
After all the things we shared
And now the words
Don't mean the same thing they did back in time
I say I'm fine but I'm not at all alright
My eyes have seen darker than our happiest nights
And it hurts how we are drifting away sooner
turns into sand of time
And then one day will come
When I'll be fine
But right now I put up a smile
To hide behind a thousand lies.


Only when it works
That things start to go downhill
The thought it was another challenge
Didn't know I lacked the skill
We were stronger together
I forgot how to stand alone
Now that I'm a broken mirror
A part of me is gone forever


Tell me were I not enough?
Left wondering things I never thought of


Once again I sit defeated
First was the fear
And now it's not having you here
My heart is beaten
I guess we didn't care
After all the things we shared
And now the words
Don't mean the same thing they did back in time
I say I'm fine but I'm not at all alright
My eyes have seen darker than our happiest nights
And it hurts how we are drifting away sooner
turns into sand of time
And then one day will come
When I'll be fine
But right now I put up a smile
To hide behind a thousand lies.


One of these days
When I learn to walk without you
Tell me would you stay or
Leave me in the track without a clue?
One of these days
The light would have come to in
Would it be too late or
You still keep me wondering for answers
You never give


Once again I sit defeated
First was the fear
And now it's not having you here
My heart is beaten
I guess we didn't care
After all the things we shared
And now the words
Don't mean the same thing they did back in time
I say I'm fine but I'm not at all alright
My eyes have seen darker than our happiest nights
And it hurts how we are drifting away sooner
turns into sand of time
And then one day will come
When I'll be fine
But right now I put up a smile
To hide behind a thousand lies.